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Monday, February 27, 2006

monday blues...

dragged my ass to school today..it was so tempting to just skip the two hr lecture just now..but what the heck, there's nthg much to do at home anyway

and the weather was so warm..clever me wore a dark coloured tudung..i could feel my head absorbing the heat..got a slight headache when i reached home..so just imagine, scorching hot weather, tired me plus an empty stomach..those pretty much summed up my bluey monday.
~flew by @ 10:41 PM

~flew by @ 6:06 PM

today, i spent some time reading my cybercrime lecture notes..having a test on it next wed..haf yet to start on my social work assignments..mebbi i'll start off with the one on mental illness la since dats due the earliest..have yet to pass kisha the interview qns for one of my social work assignments..i asked a favour fr her to interview her mom abt her life story..the assignment is a bit leceh la cos i need to transcript watever the interviewee said..n i think i might need a tape recorder for dat..anybody has one which i can borrow??

well tmr morning, i need to go down to MOE to sign some documents..then in the afternoon, need to go to sch for a project meeting..n there's an optional lecture also tmr..nt sure if i shld attend it..c how la my mood tmr..mebbi i shld drive tmr since my dad wont be using the car.. hehe

anw i chatted with nasz on msn just now..seriously, we havent been chatting on msn for so long.. only now, we got the chance to do dat again, like the old times..its always a nice feeling to be doing smth which u havent been doin for quite some time..i prefer the way things r betw us now.. i think now is a gd time to review whatever that has happened..hopefully we'll learn from those mistakes and be a better being in the future..insya'allah.
~flew by @ 8:33 PM

haiz..i dread writing this entry..cos its no gd news that im gonna share here..but i guess its part of parcel of life we have to deal with

i broke up with my bf.. a tough decison for me but i gotta do it..maybe for now, circumstances dont allow us to carry on with the relationship..i dont push the bame on him since he did try his best to fulfil my needs.. like i've said in the 'makin menjadi gerls' blog, we ended our relationship on a mutual basis...i still regard him as someone special in my life..insya'allah, once things are cleared and under control, i'd love to get back together with him..if nobody else crosses our paths la

anyway, he shared with me a piece of gd news just now..he got a place in spore poly to further his studies..im so happy for him..wish him all the best in his undertakings!

n i watched the fog just now..watched it alone and the movie scare the hell out of me man! the superb sound effects made me terkejut quite a few times..hehe last mon, watched jarhead..dat one was pretty gd..lets see wat other movies i plan to watch in the weeks to come: brokeback mountain, final destination 3, munich, rumour has it...im sure there's some more but just cant recall them now..hehe

klah..gtg now..hopefully i'll start off the next entry with some gd news instead :-)
~flew by @ 9:35 PM

had my medical check-up for NIE just now at raffles hospital..everything went well..thank god there isnt any grumpy nurses..i still remember the nurses who came down to my pri n sec sch..most of them are like nonya2 n nag like mak-nenek seh..haha btw i shrunk by 2cm..wahaha now i stand at 163cm..my god! im not even cut off for the miss singapore universe requirements..hehe i think the nurse measured wrongly la..i demand for another measurement! but then, come to think of it, its nt a big issue..the nurse was nice anw..she smiled wen i cant see the small alphabets for my eye-test..my eyesight is getting bad! its time for a new pair of contact lens i guess..

then i was walking ard arab st to look for some tudung..when the makcik saw me carrying the x-ray film, she asked "adik sakit ape dik?" saje je tanyer org gitu..then i told her its for my pre-employment medical check-up blah3..makcik buat gelak ah!

anw im meeting my dearie tmr..mcm dah lama seh tak jumpa! rindu banget sih..haha the last time i met him was last week on mon..well we gonna watch pink panther tmr..wanted to watch jarhead..the fog..brokeback mountain..wahh! there's so many gd shows now!! nt worth to do a movie marathon tmr considering its $9.50..haiz

and next week is my term break..like wat ain said, "baru start skola, dah term break." dats wat i thot also..haha but its no holiday-time-to enjoy2 for me..i need to start doing my readings for my modules..

miss my gerls! yes, im referring to u guys: ain, ita n kisha...wey, we go out for dinner or visit the zoo/night safari one day la babes!! haha lets fix a date k! ;-)
~flew by @ 9:30 PM

a ring by Tiffany & Co. its gorgeous isnt?? got one big bling bling some more..if only it could be mine..haha went to their website, hoping to find out the price..but to no avail..at least if i roughly know the price, i can start saving up from now..i doubt i wanna go to the store at ngee ann city to ask for the price..for the moment, all these boutiques kinda intimidate me..wait till i start work and prolly earn a few thousands, then can go into such boutiques to ask for the price..haha
~flew by @ 4:40 PM

in school now..having a 2hr break before my nxt lecture..earlier on, i had a 'gender studies in social work' test..it was quite ok..i only started studying for it two days ago..n needless to say, there's more tests and assignments due in the weeks to come..

n im so sleepy now..think im gonna take a nap in the library after this..

zzzzz
~flew by @ 12:42 PM

a hectic weekend indeed..

last weekend, i told myself that i was gonna study for my test which is on this thurs..did a lot of other things but that..haiz here's a quick low-down of my weekend activities

fri: had make up lect in the morning..met non ard 3 plus to watch memoirs of a geisha, which was great! im still wondering y they used 'eel' to describe a penis..crap sia anw, walked ard tamp mall n century sq for gift hunting..by the time i reached hm, i was too tired to do anything

sat: had tuition in the afternoon..yes, i've started tutoring one of my ex-mendaki students..thank god she comes over to my hse for tuition..at least i dun waste time getting ready n travelling to her place..

after tuition, i quickly got ready to go to non's cousin's chalet..kisha picked me n ain up and headed to costa sands chalet..it was also a farewell gathering for our dear non, who left for melbourne just now..definitely gonna miss her!! anw the chalet was great, lotsa ppl, lotsa food..me, ain n kisha ended up overnighting there..it was really impromptu..cos the initial plan was to leave the chalet ard 2am since kisha drove..in the end, we all felt so lazy to go back since we're comfortably lepak-ing on the bed..can u imagine, overnighting at the chalet w/o any spare clothings, make-up cleanser, toothbrush/paste, etc..

me n non stayed up till early morning talking abt lots of things..ain n kisha were soundly asleep.. woke them up ard 6am to get ready to head back home cos ain had smth to attend to..i was definitely suffering fr sleep deprivation!

sun: i thot of compensating my lack of sleep by sleeping thru the whole afternoon..but that didnt happen..cos my mom told me that my cousin wanted to give us a lunch treat that day..so i only managed to sleep for like 2 hrs!! i was like a zombie seh..mata stone jer during lunch..hehe after that, we walked around for a while n reached home ard 4pm..

well my day didnt end there..a fren of mine msged me asking if i was free that evening..n i actually went out again! halfway thru the outing then i felt how lethargic i was..haha thank god i managed to keep my eyes open..dearie told me to stay at home instead cos im going out with him the next day, n he's concerned that i'll be too tired.. wat happens when im tired? i get grouchy n cranky easily..then he said, "kalau besok time kluar u penat, then u bad mood, jaga eh.."haha anw, wen i got home, i prepared my clothes for sch n went straight to sleep

n today(mon), met up with dearie after lecture..we went to watch north country at cineleisure n walked ard town before heading hm..got to spend longer time with him today, so that was good! as mentioned, non went back to melbourne today too..didnt get to send her off though due to sch.. nevertheless, i wished her all the best in pursuing her studies there..insyaallah, if permissible, i'll see her there in june..who wants to follow me go melbourne?.....
~flew by @ 12:05 AM

met up with dearie jus now for a late lunch at westmall before heading to sch for my evening lecture..thot of watching a movie, but upon looking at the queue, we changed our minds..which is why we prefer booking our movie tixs online..the only con abt it is the booking fee of coz

our date jus now was short, yet i enjoyed every seconds of it..simply bcos i havent seen him in abt one week..and the last time we met up, smth unpleasant happened..which made him merajok and totally shut me off dat whole wk..so yah, dats y i had mixed feelings meeting him just now..like got butterflies in my stomach..haha

but im glad things were back to normal just now..there's a pt of time where i just kept quiet and listened to him talk..observing him in silence, there's actually a lot running thru my mind..well mebbi he didnt notice me doing that

wateva it is, just wanna tell him how sorry i was for causing him so much pain..cant promise that i'll not hurt his feelings anymore in the future but dat doesnt stop me from trying..i learnt that i've got to make sacrifices once in a while..a perfectionist me doesnt guarantee a perfect relationship

to my dearie, i love u loads baby! *muacks*
~flew by @ 12:56 AM